The gravity of a harden heart, this irrationality that pride would refuse a fresh start.
The fierce focus in my lack of forgiveness, the imprudence of my denial would not improve this.
This scornful selfishness deceived my anxious mind, I now taste the sourness in sadness a reward that’s all mine
My need of that warmth in her eyes, that courageous grace in that wonder-est light in her sympathetic face.
Turning her away my negative neglectful, negligence! was abundant, the strain of the shame in my pain is redundant.