Tag Archives: mental illness

Image in the Mirror on the Wall

I’m the Image in the mirror on the wall,insecurities rise then peaks! before the fall.Struggling to see a face in that fading lightmy mental disorders in this disgruntle fight. Gray-black shadows consume my tiny little rooma dirty little mirror reveals the darkness that looms.Every sound concedes to a bed wetting child in fearit’s clear! inContinueContinue reading “Image in the Mirror on the Wall”

Darkness Conceals the Mental ill

Images they can’t see, voices come to me Voices whispering to me, flashing lights images I can’t see, time ran out for mewhen hearing the rickety cracks and squeaks down the hall, my darkness falls.Anxiety! when sleeping becomes a strain, my antidepressant imbalanced brainwhile rocking in the dark feeling that chill to my shin, outsideContinueContinue reading “Darkness Conceals the Mental ill”

Empty Spaces in Time

The Borders of Disorder The empty spaces in the mind, pulling and tugging those demons are mine, the cold drab colors that ingrain ill to be, who’s in control of the dominion I don’t see. My heart skips a beat when frozen still by that chill darkness conceals what is real, hearing the cries ofContinueContinue reading “Empty Spaces in Time”

Another Pill

The Depths Of Hell When Your Not Well You can see the affects of space and time, the depth of the chasm between calm and despair, I’m Bi-polar beware. That daily friction in the cycle of distress, then add the medications I do detest, in this darkness my anxiety breeds hesitation, giving birth to bizarreContinueContinue reading “Another Pill”

Love, Pain, Death And Shame

With Love denied, Pain collides, Death decides, Shame divides You rejected my love you distorted my mindstill I stay naked you lay, how dirty you playYou poked a stick at the beast, still no feastmy twisted tongue could taste your tainted sin This darkness that dwells within, how it beginsnow taunting me with your tangy,ContinueContinue reading “Love, Pain, Death And Shame”

Alone

The Devil Is In The Shadows Standing among the multitude passing by, that blank stair on your face,their indifference passing in hast. This shroud of darkness the mind failsto comprehend, the state of the depression,your currently in. You past through the mood swings between light and shadow you hear the whispers,words unspoken, wondering in theContinueContinue reading “Alone”

Reject The Label Cut It’s Cable

A another sunrise echoing visual overtones in my disappointing sky blunt broken birdsong causing diverted attention, now apprehension. The cadence in a choir’s chorus of worry before cautioned confession dulling emotions dim disquieted disputes in the lies in my aspirations Clamoring compliment of consensus conspiring in extracting consent descriptive incantations exaggerated iterations and all thatContinueContinue reading “Reject The Label Cut It’s Cable”

A Mind Betrayed It’s Suffocating Maze

Enraged Pacified Did He Win ?Death To DemonsFight To The End  Sitting on my hotel room’s balcony camera always close by Cambodia’s heat and humility will unhinge any reason why.a man one hand ranting in the street, my interest peakedthe rage in his eyes, boiling bubbling burning turmoil inside.He pointed cursed and yelled! I think Cambodian IContinueContinue reading “A Mind Betrayed It’s Suffocating Maze”