Tag Archives: mental illness

Darkness Conceals the Mental ill

Voices whispering to me, flashing lights images I can’t see, time ran out for mewhen hearing the rickety cracks and squeaks down the hall, my darkness falls.Anxiety! when sleeping becomes a strain, my antidepressant imbalanced brainwhile rocking in the dark feeling that chill to my shin, outside the whistling wind. In my mind! I findContinue reading “Darkness Conceals the Mental ill”

Empty Spaces in Time

The empty spaces in the mind, pulling and tugging those demons are mine, the cold drab colors that ingrain ill to be, who’s in control of the dominion I don’t see. My heart skips a beat when frozen still by that chill darkness conceals what is real, hearing the cries of black crows, feeling theContinue reading “Empty Spaces in Time”

Another Pill

You can see the affects of space and time, the depth of the chasm between calm and despair, I’m Bi-polar beware. That daily friction in the cycle of distress, then add the medications I do detest, in this darkness my anxiety breeds hesitation, giving birth to bizarre manifestations. Sadly I suffer through the mindless diagnosticContinue reading “Another Pill”

Love, Pain, Death And Shame

You rejected my love you distorted my mindstill I stay naked you lay, how dirty you playYou poked a stick at the beast, still no feastmy twisted tongue could taste your tainted sin This darkness that dwells within, how it beginsnow taunting me with your tangy, tart tintI’ll nether understand nor was it apart ofContinue reading “Love, Pain, Death And Shame”

Alone

Standing among the multitude passing by, that blank stair on your face,their indifference passing in hast. This shroud of darkness the mind failsto comprehend, the state of the depression,your currently in. You past through the mood swings between light and shadow you hear the whispers,words unspoken, wondering in the wilderness believing your broken.Failing to makeContinue reading “Alone”

Reject The Label Cut It’s Cable

A another sunrise echoing visual overtones in my disappointing sky blunt broken birdsong causing diverted attention, now apprehension. The cadence in a choir’s chorus of worry before cautioned confession dulling emotions dim disquieted disputes in the lies in my aspirations Clamoring compliment of consensus conspiring in extracting consent descriptive incantations exaggerated iterations and all thatContinue reading “Reject The Label Cut It’s Cable”

A Mind Betrayed It’s Suffocating Maze

  Sitting on my hotel room’s balcony camera always close by Cambodia’s heat and humility will unhinge any reason why.a man one hand ranting in the street, my interest peakedthe rage in his eyes, boiling bubbling burning turmoil inside. He pointed cursed and yelled! I think Cambodian I don’t speakIt appeared he had gotten theContinue reading “A Mind Betrayed It’s Suffocating Maze”

A Broken Mind Indifferent To Time

Staring into a mist of misery locked in a disjointed mind I’m muddle if not miffed still contrary to the loss of time. I’m the fly in the spider’s web you see dangling by a thread dipped then rolled in dread that spider is ready to be fed.   The hymn? that never-ending low-pitch humContinue reading “A Broken Mind Indifferent To Time”